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Official Last Post

Sun, 02 Aug 2009 15:58:38 GMT

Yes, once again it's time to say gd bye. I would like to thanks xanga for hosting my posts thru out all dis yr. But i guess it's time to move on. bcoz...

I GOT MY OWN DOMAIN!!! WHHHOOOOOTTT!!!

Yesh, i bought it. Or rather, my precious bought it for me. It's like after renting 3yrs of condo (xanga) n nw i got my own landed! (domain)

So frens, im gonna announce my own domain address! It's...

WWW.ATHENLEA.COM

Pls relink!! thankie!!

An announcement dat i dun wish to make

Tue, 14 Jul 2009 15:26:50 GMT

Yes, it will b the 3rd announcement dat im gonna make. My grandma juz pass away dis afternoon n i guess i wont b updating till next week. Sorry oh.. din write dat often nw coz im reali v busy wif sch. Homeworks n projects juz non stop. Crazy~ Guess i'll update ur guys next week den. Take care everyone~ everybody is sick during dis period. Dat will include me too~! =(

N so it's gonna look like dis

Tue, 30 Jun 2009 15:11:58 GMT

Ha~! Guess wat im doing.. Im morphing to c hw my baby look like! After viewing anny's blog, i decide to go n play ard too!

Ok, my mum say dis baby is cute but me n precious conclude dat.. WE R SO NOT GONNA GIVE BIRTH! Bcoz my future baby is gonna b so chubby~~ But it looks like precious more huh~ or me?

My mum absolutely adores dis baby. I dun mind give birth if my baby is lidis. Ha.

Well well, since technology is so advance, y not let me have a slight fantasy. let say if i morph me n my jacob, Taylor Lautner?

Awww.. Dis is cute.

Dun ur tink she's gonna b a beauty??

Damn. Taylor Lautner, I SO DAMN WAN TO HAVE A BABY WIF U!!! (Thou he's only like 18? but.. who cares~) HA!

Cant find Wilber Pan. If not i'll morph as well de lor!

Den try out wif my bro n sis-in-law~

Bro Sis-in-law

HA! Dis baby juz look so mature n i tink it looks like my bro more~ My mum juz luff non stop wen she c dis pic. HAHA!

Juz smting to do wen im bored. Try it!

Especially Ms Axx n Bestie sim, i so damn wan to c urs de lor!!

Fastest Finger

Mon, 29 Jun 2009 10:59:39 GMT

Alrite, here i am, alone in lvl 19th. (yesh, ive moved to level 19 bcoz of the oink choo~) Precious is back n he's going to sing ktv. I din follow coz i realised i got quite a handful of stuff to do nw.

- Upload tons of pics. (Yesh, it's accumulating again)

- DIY my blog. (Yesh, dis is my project of the yr)

- Homework. (Yesh, every since got sch, always got homework)

Ive stayed in precious hse for like.. 5days? Every since wed till nw n i so damn missed shishi. Im going home tml n im going to hugggggggg her, bite her, kiss her n sniff her! I juz feel so happy wen i c shishi is at hm waiting for me to cuddle her!

Well, 8pm nw. Scoooooooooting home!

Oink Choo!~

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 06:27:39 GMT

Alrite, sm of ur mite have aware that my company got ppl kana the oink choo alr~ so, i shall blog sm relevant stuff on it.

well, dis is the 10 things u shld noe~

http://www.microbiologybytes.com/blog/2009/04/25/10-things-you-should-know-about-swine-flu/

I like dis qns most.

Are we all going to die?
Probably not. Every year many thousands of people around the world die as a result of influenza, a fact which goes largely unreported. The number of deaths increases in epidemic years. Pandemics (worldwide epidemics) occur unpredictably every 10-30 years. Millions of people die, billions survive. -> I like dis sentence.

Well i was googling n i saw dis news:

"Swine Flu May Have Started in Asia, Not Mexico

Theory nearly impossible to prove at this point.

By: Compiled by staff

Published: Jun 25, 2009

Federal ag officials are beginning to think the new H1N1 pandemic emerged in pigs in Asia and traveled to North America in a human, though they say there's no way to prove their theory and the chances of proving their theory gets worse as more people are infected. While there's no evidence this new virus has ever circulated in North American pigs, there's evidence that a sister virus has circulated in Asia.

American breeding pigs are often exported to Asia, so if they carried the North American flu it could have combined with Asian flu strains. Disease quarantines make it difficult to import Asian pigs making it unlikely a pig brought the new strain back to North America. Ag Department Swine Disease Expert Dr. Kelly Lager says there's no way to tell whether a pig is newly infected by a human or had the virus before the human epidemic began.

Scientists tracking the virus have complained there's not enough surveillance of the flu around the world. Dr. Michael Shaw, a scientist in the Flu Division of the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, says there are fewer pig flu sequences from Asia than from North America and Europe. He says something could have been going on there for a long time and no one would know. Veterinary officials say they knew of no close relatives of the new virus in North American databases. meaning it most likely has been circulating in Asia."

Courtesy of: http://kansasfarmer.com/story.aspx?s=24457&c=12

Hmm.. nw.. tell me, either my brain is not functioning well.. else, does it mean dat Asia mite b the origins of the oink choo?

Anyway, i am fine at dis moments. precautionary steps has been taken in my company. Practical we have loved to else wher to work juz in case the oink choo will jeopardise our operations. so, im in pretty gd hands nw! Dun woory everyone, shld i get quarantine, i'll bring my lappie along.

H-Y-P-E-R-V-E-N-T-I-L-A-T-I-N-G

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 06:27:53 GMT

Woot~ Yes, it's hyperventilating. Bcoz:

1) I saw the latest pics of Taylor Laurent which is Jacob Black in Twilight. (thou not as handsome bcoz they made him wear a super big black trend coat)

2) I got smting dat is like.. my own in the whole wide world. (will give ur surprises later)

3) My blog is gonna go for a makeover. (If im free enuff to do it)

Ponders Moments:

Eternity

(Yes, im so gonna start a few boring paragraphs on eternity)

Well, if u were to ask if i wan to live eternity, i dun have an ans.

Eternity for life..Nope. But if i cld life up to mayb 300 - 400 yrs old, i'll be satisfied. Eternity.. hw scary dis word can b. My gd fren, Mikey Tan Tong Liang says:" death is wat keeps us alive."

I puzzled for a moment.

MTTL:"If there is no death, u will not do things to feel alive."

Agreed.

So death is wat keeps us alive.

But.. death.. is ther noting to fear? My heart will still wince alil wenever i tink of dis on anyone ard me. Sm one dat used to b alive n breathing, will b lyin ther flat n motionless.

Yet, eternity can be beautiful. Eternity of love, eternity of friendships is what makes ppl feel alive as well. So eternity, can u feel hw heavy dis word is?

I hate ppl says:"I love u forever." Pls, if u say forever, pls make sure u mean it. If not, shut up.

Ive googled a few vows and i kinda like dis one:

May This Day Shine Eternally (C, they use MAY which mean it may or may not shine eternally. LOLZ.)

Minister:
____________ and ____________, in presenting yourselves here today to be joined in marriage, you perform an act of faith. This faith can grow and develop and last, but only if you both decide to make it so. (ok, i like dis sentence) A lasting and growing love is not guaranteed by any ritual. (And dis too)

If you would have the foundation of your marriage be the devotion you have for one another, not just at this moment, but for all the days to come, then treasure the hopes and dreams that you bring here today. Establish (yes, establish is just the rite word) that your love will never be blotted out by the common nor obscured by the ordinary in life. Faults will surface where now you find comfort, and admiration can be shattered by the routine of daily life. (oh, dis sentence is juz so freaking true)

Dedication, love, and joy can grow only when you nourish them together. (nodz) Stand fast in that hope and confidence, having faith in your shared destiny just as strongly as you have faith in yourselves and in one another today. Only with this spirit can you forge a union that will strengthen and endure all the days of your lives.

Groom:
I, ____________, take you, ____________, as my friend and love, beside me and apart from me, in laughter and in tears, in conflict and tranquility, asking that you be no other than yourself (hmmm, ok. if i anyhow throw tantrums, DO NOT FAULT ME.), loving what I know of you, trusting what I do not know yet, in all the ways that life may find us.

The Groom places the Bride’s ring on her finger and says:
____________, I give you this ring as a symbol of my vow, and with all that I am, and all that I have, I honor you, in the name of God.

-same for the Bride.

Well, i kinda like dis vow bcoz it makes sense. Rather den dis:

Groom:
There was darkness for a long time and then there was light, and that light was you. (alrite, alil sweet talking here~~~~) Your love has given me wings, and our journey begins today. I pledge before this assembled company to be your husband from this day forward. Let us make of our two lives one life. I want you for today, tomorrow, and forever. (ok, dis is smting i dun like)

Bride:
I have dreamed my whole life of having someone as wonderful as you love me the way you do. I give myself to you as your wife, and I promise here to treasure for all of my days the love we celebrate today. Let us bring together our lives and find ourselves anew each day.

Well, mayb ther is smbody is dis whole wide world (which i happen to noe a few) dat will stay faithful till the day they die but for me.. nope. n it drills down to commitments.

Shit, i tink i sucks in commitments. Is it me or juz the word is too strong for anyone to admit. Well, den i tink i got one more word to add my my fav quote:

"Simplicity is nv a friend of mine, Commitments is just a passerby."

If u mean commitments in other sector like towards family, towards shishi, den most prob i can say that im a v committed person. But for love? Nv my forte. Y? Bcoz my life is stained. Here's a like chart that my lil brainie comes up with:

Pure -> Naive -> Committed -> Determinations.

C~ i was nv a pure person so wher does the commitment n determinations derived from? Ideal rite. LOLZ.

Lastly, wan to tell ur dat got a song dat keep ringing on my head. -> My almost-can-say-fav band: My chemical romance: Disenchanted. it's nice thou it's quite an old song alr.

-i noe i noe.. dis post is juz so boring but~ ppl juz wan to blog abt it can~

Awaiting moments

Tue, 23 Jun 2009 14:24:14 GMT

No homeworks was given today~! Yippeee! At least ther's smting worth to b happy abt. Anyway, im fine alr everybody. Thanks for all the loves and concern. Im gd.

Time to share sm pics!

290509 - Outing with my PDR gang

Went to have dnr at secret receipy and had drinking session at Red Antz!

Annisan n me. *hugz* Annisan n baby~

Me n baby~ The youngest in our group. N im the mummy. (-_-")..

Henry-san n me~ Lolz. He like kanna force to smile de sia.

Yong quan n me!

Den we proceed to Red Antz!

C, annisan so cute~ yesh, cheers!

Ha! Annisan disturb de lor~ I got my future prophesied.

Alrite, dat's all for dis post. Coz im going to bed. Been slping v late recently. Tml im gonna fetch precious at airport. Yup, the bf is coming back! *playful angie hides, Ms Ninja appears~!*

Mini Announcement:

I mite be swopping to blogspot. Get kinda sick with xanga nw.

My new life

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 15:39:59 GMT

I am so sleepy yet im awake.

I feel like deleting facebook.

I saw smting dat makes me sad, leaving my hrt so hurt.

Im a failure. Im a failure in friendship.

Nobody loves me. If im a gd fren, no matter hw busy i am, i'll still b remembered but apparently none.

No one loves me at all. Nobody.

Im all by myself n like wat i always wished for: alone.

Congrats Angie, u r finally alone. Nobody loves u n nobody will rem u if they r going anywhere. Congrats. U have achieved wat u always wanted. A loner life.

I doubt i'll b fine for the next 24 hrs. Till my sch den i'll feel beta. Y? Bcoz it's my sch dat pulls me away from all my frens. Even bestie. So i beta b happy wen im in class. Bcoz it's such a big price to pay.

I hate it dat im in express. If not, it wld have been my class gathering too.

I so feel like dying. As if im experiencing a breakup. Wait.. im wondering if i die nw, will ther b anyone standing by my coffin n drop tears? Mayb juz shishi dat will sit beside my coffin, whining.

Gd bye reality. Gd bye sucking world. Gd bye to the-one-dat-nobody-love-angie.

N so be it

Fri, 19 Jun 2009 08:13:39 GMT

ARGH~~~ I need to rant. Angry angry angry. If im those character like of coz, my fav: werewolves (but only those werewolves in twilight) or hulk or wateva character dat will phrase with they r angry, i tink thousands of ppl mite have died today. Yes, juz today. ARGH~ Angry. HUMP!

Nw, ranting over, pondering time.

Im curious to noe.. exchanging glances. Hw long can u exchange glances. I had a colleague dat ive exchange glances for the longest time in my life. Since last yr aug till nw. Ha~ 10mth of exchanging glances n we din even speak to each other b4.
-Shall i make the first move?

Anyway, im gonna go sch soon~ today im learnin smting dat my classmate stephanie is looking forward to.. Hairstyling! N today im gonna have an outing with my evils! Yeah~ a DURIAN PARTY!!!!

-> Bestie Sim, i noe it'll sound gross to u. LOLZ.

Alrite everyone, enuff rants, enuff ponders. Enjoy ur weekend.

p/s: im doing one project at the moment. It's gonna b costly but i still go ahead n do it. Dat is.. ZHNG MY BRUSH!!! Ha! Im zhng-ing it to bcum bling bling. It will b my most expensive brush bcoz...

My brush set originally is $360 already. I zhgn one brush = $11. N i have 22 brushes. LOLZ. which means... 22 x $11 + $360 = $602!

Yes, ling bei brush set worth $602.

Sniff sniff sniff

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 14:42:54 GMT

Juz came back from watching movie~ Ghosts of gf's past. I literally luff from starting till end. It's a nice show to watch after u have a stressful day. On the way hm, smone juz amazed me with his talent on rubic cube. Amazing. Thou there's a formula to it but i dun seems to b able to rem it! Tsk tsk.. super bad memory.

-Sm one say he noes oso! -> Mikey Tan Tong Liang pls raise ur hand.

Updates of Angie's busy busy life:

I have been sooooooooooo busy wid my sch project n practically i din get to slp much as well. Cant imagine juz studying make up will have soooooooo many projects too. Hope dat i can reali get sm gd assisgnments like those fashion runway or make ups for magazines. I dun mind doing it for free bcoz it builds up my portfolio. NY fashion runway wun b far from nw.

Nostalgic Feelings.

I smelled smting familiar. Smting dat in the past ive cried over with. N nw the smell has come to surface again. The smells of memories, linger v much on my nose nw. Player of my player club, the one who got married. Which the one dat nv was mine in the first place.

Surprised!

Yes, guess wat.... PRECIOUS IS COMING BACK!!! Yeah~ he PLANNED to give me a surprise but the cat was out of the bag wen smone accidentally let me noe. It's a surprise indeed. I was hyperventilating for god sake wen i heard abt it! It wasnt his fault, reali, wasnt. But yup, precious will b back for a mth. Means.. Ms Ninja is back again! LOLZ.

Lastly, b4 i end dis post, i juz wan to blog abt smting regards on love. (yeah, i noe it mite b normal for me but i juz feel like blogging it out)

Alrite. Love~ It's a miracle food for those dat r weak or uneducated (copied from ghosts of gf's past) Which i agree partially. Falling in love is foolish. Falling in love is smting happy but at the same time, it makes u sad too. Have ur ever heard of the higher u go, the more pain u'll feel wen u fall? Having an emotional roller coaster rides? Feeling so lonely wen the day ur partner left u? Y is it so dat u will feel dis way? Bcoz u love the person.

Loving smone is a gift, a talent. A gift dat naturally empowered in u and it's up to ur talent to maintain the r/s well. Have u ever wonder y wen sm one being with u for yrs n they suddenly break up? No need me to say, but of coz it takes 2 hands to clap. N after which wen u being with another partner n they suddenly break up wif u as well? Den.. tell me, wat's the issue nw. Lies with u or the partner?

Ppl seldom c in other ppl's pov. Bcoz wen u do so, u r creating more alternative routes for u to place ur stake. N the more options u r open to, the more risk u r considering. So, ppl juz give up on seeing other ppl pov.

2nd chance. Do u tink ppl deserve 2nd chance? I am a believer of it. 2nd chance is smting ppl will long for wen there is mistake. I do hope i have a 2nd chance wen i ever make one but is it fair? Ppl will tink. Life is nv fair love. Thou ppl always says:"fight fair." It will b up to hw u gonna make things workout again. At the end of the day, if it happens again, flips the bird at ur partner n walk away. It hurts but it's a lesson learnt. Dun ever feel dat y u always had dis kind of r/s bcoz ppl always says:"Good things comes last." Ride on the waves n pull thru the tide, u'll find the beautiful ocean again. But once again, it's an ocean we r refering on love. Do expect ther's high tide n low tide, tornados n sm ships dat will sail thru ur ocean n create a wreck out of it.

Hope i dun bored ur out. =)

Once, the smells says dis: "Love me wen im least deserved."